I think i’m going to come out tomorrow at my going away bbq.
Although I find this kind of repulsive, the fact that i have to “come out” I just want to be. I hate the feeling that I have to explain myself but I suppose it has to be done.
Going back to school in a few days.
Cant wait to get laid. I really hope my ex doesnt make me fall for her again. It’s almost as she posses some sort of power over me and I can resist her. Perhaps it’s just that i love, or loved her so much at one point.
whichever it is, i know i’m saying i want ot move on but to feel her in my arms once more would not bother me one bit….
but finding a girl that appreciates me and is honest wouldn’t hurt either….
lanora-iv asked: i got your request and accepted you hun. talk to ya on there whenever your online =)
yay! look forward to catching you online!
